-=] Xiao David Bloggie ! [=-

Yep.. It happened again...

2011-11-06T18:31:00.001+08:00

Yep. Im home.. Yea.. The meetup was canceled (yea again) due to unforeseen circumstances.. Bb fell sick.. Fever.. Seems pretty high.. Hope he will recover soon.. I assume he was caught in the big rain last night plus he only returned home this morning...

Well.. Now for this part...
I actually asked if bb wanna go out on sat.. He said he can't go out.. Only can meet me on sun.. But.. Eventually.. He went out.. I think he already got plans to go out.. That's y can't meet me.. And not really meant he "can't" go out.. I know it's not a big deal.. But.. It's really these little things that bothers me.. Sometimes I really hate being a Virgo. :( ..
I'm a natural born worrier.. Pessimist.. Haiz.. Sorry bb..

1st Movie with BB...

2011-10-31T21:44:00.001+08:00

Arranged to watch this movie with BB.. Since BB says he wanna watch.. I would say it's a good show... But I actually not paying attention.. I was busy looking at BB.. He was kinda scared at times.. And kept covering his ears.. Haha.. And later say he is damn cold (even though I brought a small jacket for him).. Haha.. The reaction is just too cute.. *muacks..

WishList

2011-10-30T15:24:00.001+08:00

Nova (Microphone) - S$180
Apogee One (USB) - S$385

Roughly about $600 I got to save up!

A night I will remember

2011-10-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

Just now went to BB's place.. omg.. i love the hugs and kisses..
im sooo addicted.. ^.^ the recording went well.. but got some parts to iron out..
maybe is becos late at night, and kinda tired.. (not forgetting i cannot focus on the recording cos i'm so hype that i'm alone with BB).. haha..
*muacks.. i think the recording will turn out well in the future!! stay tune guys!!

A pleasant surprise...

2011-10-25T22:38:00.001+08:00

Well.. A pleasant surprise turned out to be not so pleasant.. Didnt get to meet him to pass him the present.. Still.. Happy birthday!! =D
On my way home now.:

Day 6

2011-10-16T13:37:00.001+08:00

Today day 6 le.. Tml last day.. Effect is good.. Now just got to keep to this diet.. And more exercise.. It's almost impossible to exercise when I was on "these".. Too tiring.. Got abit of depression when having them too.. Feels very weird...

Day 4 - Day 5

2011-10-15T12:58:00.001+08:00

Freakin tired..
Still has weird palpitations..
But I see the results.. !!!
This is a 31reg pants!! Weee.. 2 more
Days the cycle is complete.. Let's see!!

Day 3

2011-10-13T13:27:00.001+08:00

The effects are showing.. But I'm getting very tired every night.. And thirsty.. Hope I pull it through.. Maybe i think too much.. Is because I stress with OT and not enuff sleep ba..

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Lips so dry.. Dunno why.. But Yep.. I see the difference and feel it too.. Gambatte!

Day 2

2011-10-12T10:11:00.001+08:00

Yesterday.. Felt damn tired.. Someone Kenna called for OT till 8pm.. Weird stuffy chest in the morning.. Then super tired at night.. Guess it's working..

Start of day 2.. Still tired after sleeping early.. But.. Must persevere! OT tonight again..

Day 1

2011-10-11T09:28:00.001+08:00

Today marks the day 1 in the slimming progress.. I forget to weigh myself.. Either I become super slim.. Or I become super sick.. Let the torture begins!!

2011-09-28T11:40:00.002+08:00

Actually.. to be frank.. i'm very hurt.. not because of the breakup..
but.. no offense.. juz a inside feeling..

Do you know what hurts more than losing you?
Is I Feel that you’re not fighting to keep me.

2011-09-03T00:44:00.001+08:00

Haiz..

I jus dropped hints wanting to meet my dear between 2 to 6 tml..
he jus pushed me away asking me to rest.
Guess he still prefers to hang out with his friends then..
well.. wad to do.. i love my dear.. and i jus wan him happy.

Nites all..

2011-08-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

Is it so hard to send a msg to your loved ones to let them know you're safely back home?
I am so sure that anyone of you could at least do it right? On the way to your door?
On the way up the lift?

For someone who can check-in locations and locations, i dun think its really a problem..
But my dear is juz not doing it.. or even if he does, its like when he is already home for sometime, already showered and going to bed.

Never mind, i dun wan to keep pestering people to do things,
if he doesnt feel like saying, i also dun wan to know...

I sent a msg "love u B, i'm off to bed le">
now resting on my mattress, waiting for him to send me a good night msg.
and hoping to get a "Love you too".. but.. guess i'm not gonna receive it tonight..

Haiz. nites all.

2011-08-02T08:52:00.000+08:00

I UPDATED MY WISH LIST!! WOOO~~

2011-01-18T18:06:00.001+08:00

I've added 2 things i wanna buy..

Blue Snowball Microphone...
M-Studio MIDI 61-key Keyboard...

they are not very expensive.. and its something i will use for long!!
jyjy!

Start of Something New~

2010-11-23T16:39:00.001+08:00

Well it's not really a start of something new.. It's just me starting my blog again... Stay tune for more craps!! =p

2010-01-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

7th Jan 2010.

First blog post of the year...
New Start? New Life? New Feel? New Look?
New Goals? New Friends? waaaa.... sooo many things New.. where got time!!! =P

New Start - Lots of things happen in 2009.. especially nearing the year end..
I'm not gonna think about it.. not a single one of it...
I will listen to wad Fish Leong sangs.. 想念是会呼吸的痛。

New Life? - Start concentrating on my studies, then my job @ +PLUS.
Learnt alot from working there, especially the PR part (Faints)..
Generally, working there is FUN, The only problem i have is that sometimes
after school or homework, senses abit low, and didn't manage to spot things.

New Feel - I realized i get emotionally stronger and stronger every year,
From a cry baby, that has uncontrollable tap that flows for days, to now.
Someone who doesn't cry much unless things that i really treasure alot.

New Look - Started my Extreme Makeover 3.. Those who knew me well,
Should have noticed that i gone through many many changes.

New Friends - As for this.. keep it aside first la.. Speaking about friends..
zzz ANGRY!!!

To Be Continued...

2009-12-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

Ello~~~

Today i came across this zodiac thingy in my mailbox..
haha.. hit spot on about me.. take a look!!

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
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Dominant in relationships.
Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Loud.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please.
The one and only.

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Yepp.. its quite true.. i always seemed to wan the last word.. muwahhaa
wad to do.. born in the year of the rabbit.. (metal tooth *Dialect*)..

Merry X'mas to you!!

2009-09-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

Looking back 2 years ago..
things sure had changed alot...

爱我的人，和我爱的人。

其实，我从头到尾，都很想你。
不敢说出口，因为我没有办法，给你幸福，才会离开。
真的，很对不起。

Sorry T****。

2009-09-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

Birthday!!

I have some items in my wishlist!!
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1) Piano/Keyboard
2) Nokia N97
3) Sony DSC-T900/Black
4) Guardian Angel that watches over me (WISHFUL THINKING!)

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I'm just gonna work hard and get wad i want!
this will be my Birthday Resolution!!

2009-09-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

My September Horoscope
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You don't always have to be consistent to have integrity. Changing your mind is healthier than maintaining a position that no longer feels right.

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You try to be a reasonable person, someone who uses common sense and logic as best you can. The Sun in your sign through September 22 would normally underscore these qualities, but not this month. Yes, this birthday season is often a time when you get more attention and commit to healthy new projects. But Mercury, your cerebral ruling planet, is retrograde September 7 to 29, which can turn things upside down. The backward shift of this chatty planet can complicate everything, including relationships. Lost or wrong information, mangled messages and technical troubles require you to be more careful in what you say and do. If you're the sentimental type, your mind can drift back into the past to revisit your romantic history. Someone could even return to your life or you'll meet a new person who pushes an old emotional button.

The Full Moon on September 4 occurs in your 7th House of Partnerships, which intensifies feelings. You might be a little unrealistic now or be with a person more into fantasy than reality. Don't sacrifice too much for love, since what you're feeling could be like fog that will burn off when the Sun shines again. Delicate handling of a current partner is recommended under these sensitive circumstances.

The New Moon in your sign on September 18 is a powerful time to get some clarity on relationships. Serious Saturn is joined with the Sun and Moon, along with Venus, the planet of love. If you're unhappy as a single or with someone, make a concrete plan of action and stick to it. If you're fine where you are, keep doing what you're doing.

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2009-09-01T23:00:00.001+08:00

方炯镔 - 坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

2009-05-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

Why do U have think that because i'm young,
therefore, i dunno alot of things.
Yes, i agree i'm young, there is much to learn.
But why do you have to make it sound like i'm ignorant.
You are not there when i was speaking to E & L..
I told them all that you have said to me.
Why can't you just put down your pride and
talk to me nicely? is it very difficult?

2009-03-11T14:13:00.001+08:00

郑中基 - 怪胎

他们说我很怪尤其对於爱
老犯错太沉默老是学不乖
才开始就想逃跑从来不问未来
像个贪玩的小孩
他们说谈恋爱是一种负债
很甜蜜很花钱很需要忍耐
可是孤单要人命没有人能例外
得跟命运摊牌
天知道有多累害我这种人
没错你快些离开
也许真的是你欠我的债
偏偏你不醒来
为什麽喜欢我我这种怪胎
像原始人活在新时代
外表叛逆但心不坏不轻易恋爱
我相信永远不存在
别爱上我我这种怪胎
我的人生一路在修改
我说爱情是海底针真心很难买
忘了我让我一个人自由自在
开着车大声吼需要看看海
网路上寻着宝最近有点宅
我跟世界的比赛可是裁判没来
奖状就是无奈

2009-02-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

潘美辰-我想有个家
词曲：潘美辰

我想要有个家
一个不需要华丽的地方
在我疲倦的时候我会想到它
我想要有个家
一个不需要多大的地方
在我受惊吓的时候我才不会害怕
谁不会想要家
可是就有人没有它
脸上流着眼泪只能自己轻轻擦
我好羡慕他
受伤后可以回家
而我只能孤单地孤单地寻找我的家
虽然我不曾有温暖的家
但是我一样渐渐的长大
只要心中充满爱就会被关怀
无法埋怨谁一切只能靠自己
虽然你有家什么也不缺
为何看不见你露出笑脸
永远都说没有爱整天不回家
相同的年纪不同的心灵
让我拥有一个家
我想要有个家
一个不需要华丽的地方
在我疲倦的时候我会想到它
我想要有个家
一个不需要多大的地方
在我受惊吓的时候我才不会害怕
谁不会想要家
可是就有人没有它
脸上流着眼泪只能自己轻轻擦
我好羡慕他
受伤后可以回家
而我只能孤单地孤单地寻找我的家
虽然我不曾有温暖的家
但是我一样渐渐的长大
只要心中充满爱就会被关怀
无法埋怨谁一切只能靠自己
虽然你有家什么也不缺
为何看不见你露出笑脸
永远都说没有爱整天不回家
相同的年纪不同的心灵
让我拥有一个家

2009-01-28T16:53:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry to announced that..
the Author who wrote...

*The Angel Smiled at me*

Died yesterday at 3.25am @ a KTV Pub.
Reason of death.. he consumed half a glass of Tiger Beer.

Deepest Condolences..

>.<

=D

2009-01-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

Let me tell u a story..
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Alan was an ordinary person who lead a
very in-consistant life.
He had to go to work so as to support himself..
and later, his family.

Merely earning just a average amount,
he have to fork out money to his family.
Life was hard for him. but thanks to all his friends.
He was living a happy life.

He felt something missing in his life.
It was LOVE... a thing that he have never
gotten from his family. The friends gave him much
Support and care, but he wanted a lover...

Whom he can share the joy with,
People came and left him over the years..
He grew tired, of people.. and gotten to see
alot of different type of people.

People who didn't cherish him..
whom he, did not cherish.
Inconsiderate people,
people who juz go after for sex,
People who juz wan a VASE to flaunt.

Alan started to be mean to people.
getting back at them for wad they have done.
Snapping at people who gets in his way..
But.. alan is alan.. no one can change his
true nature... soon, he grew tired of bitching too.

He went to a small hangout spot..
People where there, and he have some aquintance there too.
Alan didn't talk much.. just merely chilling out himself.
But in the distance.. he saw someone he pictured in his mind.
as an angel.. smiling and talking with the others..
He couldn't help but stared.. and stared..

To Be Continued.... >.<

2009-01-11T22:31:00.001+08:00

wooOOoooOOoooo ...

nothing.. juz feel like posting..

really.. hahaha.. ^^^

2009-01-06T19:42:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously pissed.. so i'm posting this up so everyone can see.
IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. SCROLL DOWN IN THE SHOUTBOX AND CLICK OLDER MSGs.

I deleted my Outbox so some messages is not exact. Sry~

My Received SMS ===
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Haha, okays. U see whether u still wan eat or not.

( I forgotten wad i sent. but something about helping me )
( buy soap )

Lol! Eh, i'll let u know again.
Cause i'm outside now. Haha, i go home get or go buy for u.

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I've deleted wad i sent out for the messages above.
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That Person => Wad kind of soap u want?
Wad brand and wad smell?
My Reply => Anthing ^^

That Person => Need shampoo? But all shampoo
big bottles one.Body wash is dove.
My Reply => Just need body wash ba...

That Person => You want anything from bugis junction?
My Reply => Nope... Dhas already here.

That Person => Sian. Haha, okays then.

That Person => Hi. Next time i'll appreciate it if u will tell me
that someone else buying u dinner when i asked u
if want have dinner together. It'll save me the trouble,
hunger and disappointment. Thanks.
My Reply => You ask i wan anything.. I say no liao wad.. Zzz...

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This person is seriously ridiculous.

Guys~~ comment on this in my shout box pls.
this is seriously rubbish.

2008-12-25T23:45:00.006+08:00

Firstly, Merry X'mas to ALL ~~~

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X'Mas was pretty plain this year..
i suppose is the boring sugary decor this year..
Yep.. Thanks to Steve & Bal..
We decided to get Jackets for the rest of the group.

Black & White --> Ivan & David
Maroon & White --> Dhaslie & Henry
Blue-ish Green --> Steve & Shude
Brown & Beige ---> Alvin & Baldovin

Each represent a colour and characteristic..
(is for me to know =x)
Was at PS (AGAIN) juz now.. playing arcade..
then went to Nihon Mura for dinner..
Wasn't very happy there.. nahx.
not worth mentioning.. zzz

Still.. its so weird without Dhaslie.. who,
unfortunately, was working today.

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Hmm... guess i grew tired of comng out with
jokes every time.. Been doing it for about
year liaoz, pretending to be who i'm not.
Now that i have SJ.. i'll just focus
on what is infront of me..
Not gonna look back.. disappoint myself..
and most importantly.. disappoint SJ.

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Btw.... Thanks the following people
for the prezzy ^^

Shijie...
Shude..
Steve..
Baldovin..

^^ Thanks alot... =D

2008-12-16T12:35:00.003+08:00

2 Bloody Incident in a row..
within 10 MINS.. ANGRY~~
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I tot i wouldn't be called 阻碍交通
like wad happen to shude & dhas that day at PS.
but.. i WAS WRONG!!

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Incident 1
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Was on the escalator Up..
there was no 1 infront of me..
only 1 Fat man standing...

*Tsk.. 顶路leh..
Sorry excuse me?
can you move? (signalling me to walk up)
Huh? why should i? i'm already on the left.
i need to go up and your are blocking my way.
(abit pissed) I think you can
just walk the right side rite?
No, can you just move YOU ARE blocking
my way! (He raised his voice)
No. Btw the announcement says..
If you are carrying heavy articles.
(pointing to his stomach) please use the lift.

He pushed me abit before walking away
infront of me in a faster pace.

feeling pissed and tot its all over..
zzz

Incident 2
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as i was traveling on the Train towards Raffles City.
I was listening to my Mp3.
on the way back office from Singtel.

Reaching Raffles.. i walk to the door...
Suddenly this aunty in her late 30s i think came..

*push push *nudge nudge* Excuse Excuse..
*tsk* 哎哟~ 现在的人哎哟阻碍交通*
(this reminded me of that time at ps that
happen to shude and dhas)
(pls take note... at this point, door
not yet aligned and doors not opened)
Aunty.. can you wait?
i wan to go out! you block my way!
Oie~ you are blind or pure ignorant,
can't you see i'm going out too?
furthermore the door is not yet open.
can u shut up, be patient and wait?
(fumed by the FAT man less than 10 mins ago..)
I already said Excuse me. you so rude.
Auntie, you are the one being rude.
Pushing and all. can't u wait?
By the way.. get your facts right.
When you say excuse me, people are
not obligated to say YES and let u pass.
People say sorry out of courtesy,
furthermore THE door isn't opened.

By the time we finish this conversation.
The train already closing doors..
and the other passengers are giggling..

(She left in a hurry up the
escalator *chanting* on something.)

David's ANGRY!! =(

2008-12-09T10:27:00.003+08:00

So Angry... zzz..

I'm not very happy myself.. but when u are down,
I was there to stand by you.
Yet u shower me with all ur nonsense.
Saying that i do not understand you well, bla bla bla..
If u are here to read my Blog.. READ IT WELL..

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Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now,
Lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good.
His life may also have much sadness and difficulty,
That remains far beyond yours.
Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

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When i Down & Oh my soul, so Weary~~~
When troubles come, & My heart burden be~~~

2008-12-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired already..

About Love, Family and now.. even the most important thing.. Friends..

Love
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Never seem to be something within my reach, not for long anyway..
MANY times.. i tot i could be happy.. yet.. haiz.

Family
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I have i home that i can't return to..
Reason? a Spastic older brother who always picks on me.
And he behaves like a gangster and, as if the whole owns him money..
My mum is siding him most of the time as she always trust my brother more than me.
Yet, now when she realised that i was the one suffering all these years.
She cannot do anything about it.

I moved out becos i dun wan to face both of them.
The whole family is so plastic. Even more plastic when i bring friends over to wait for me while i pack my stuff and leave together.

HATE THEM..

Friends
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Jus when i though i could turn to this bunch of friends for comfort..
They have MORE problems among them..
I shall not go into details about wad had happen..
But i'll say about NOW..

2 people.. If 2 of u are reading.. this is HOW u Made me feel..

Person 1
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Wadever u think u have gone thru, i had gone thru it.
so dun gimmi ur shit as if i wun understand.
u transfer your attention to games..
thats fairly acceptable.. but u are overly paying attention to your games..
u can even ignore friends or ur own personal safety.

U can rush home jus to play a game, without even going on ur MSN..
u can bare with the LAg jus to play ur game, but cannot try to log in to msn..

I DUN UNDERSTAND...

When u have games.. u totally forget everything. all ur friends can wait.
ur games can't. i will not comment further, as i beleive i've said enough.

Person 2
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U are the person i care for most.
but, u cherish your other group of friends more,
I understand its your choice, and its becos u enjoyed being with them more.
But, izzit fair to ME? then again.. i may be nothing to u from the very start.
just a speck of dust that u can brush it off, knowing that after a while, i'll
come back to u? Used to be.. but NOT any more... Mark my words..

END.

2008-11-06T03:39:00.001+08:00

Gosh... i Can't Slp.. I'm sooo screwed tml..

Too many things on my mind..
I'm thinking of U, you & Eu.

3 people.. gosh..

Haiz.. can i just forget and start anew?
Please.. its torturing me... >.<

2008-11-01T01:55:00.002+08:00

Moi Bloggie....

Haiz.. now is 1.56am in the morning... i'm at dhas's hse..
using his lappy to do my blogging..

i can't slp.. not yet anyway.. not with 1 person crying behind me under the blanket..
it felt so like me.. wad i used to do.. and i've no idea how i dealt with it.
or maybe.. i didn't.. i just grew numb over time. yea.. i guess so too..
life has always been a bitch towards me... nvr i've felt something nice that is long enough for me to remember it.. surely.. there will be something pretty bad bashing thru to spoil the whole happy scene.. yep. many a times i really wanna cry.. like now.. but i just can't.. i gotta be strong.. as i've always been.. but i really dunno how long i can last.. the batteries are running low.. i dun think i can sustain much longer.. i always that i can really take things easily.. smile it off..
but.. actually.. i'm just running away from things.. push it aside.. but... recently.. someone asked me a question... and i dunno how to answer it.. i end up crying.. haa... i felt useles.. really..

SomeOne : "How do you forget someone?"

my answer to it ?
: "I never ask myself before.. perhaps.. i never forgotten anyone ba.."

Well, i'm not gonna cry.. cos once i start.. it takes forever to stop..
I wun cry infront of these guys anyway..

AND

tml we are going swimmming at Chinese Garden early in the morning..
i wouldn't wanna appear with red eyes rite?..

Gotta stay strong.. i shall try to stop my tears from flowing..
Off the lights.. so they wun see me clearly..

Those who view this blog.. shh.. thanks...

2008-10-19T13:54:00.005+08:00

Current Mood
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2008-10-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

My Heart Phase-shifted into Oblivion..

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Yesterday, for a moment.. i felt sooo.. hard to describe.

If i really try hard.. hmm..

My heart got exile outta from my Body...

Everytime i lie down, i hear the same words over and over again.
then, tears will start to flow..
for 20mins. i stood up.. cook some stuff.. lie down.. cried.. stood up.. walk ard..
lie down, cried.. this sequence repeats for the whole 20mins..

dunno wad to say..

>.<

2008-10-14T15:37:00.002+08:00

The Current Mood
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Enjoy... >.<

2008-09-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

2008, September 27th...

Oh... What a night.. =X

no ..Dot Dot Dot.. though.. Love ya ~~

2008-08-22T17:25:00.002+08:00

I should shut my mouth from now on..

I really should.. and start doing things that makes myself happy..
wadever it is..

I GIVE UP...

do wad you want.. as long as it doesn't affect me.. i wun gif a F*** about it.

Oh ya.. juz something that i rememebered over a chat with a friend yesterday.

IF U WANNA LIE TO ME.. U BETTER BE A F***ING GOOD LIAR..
IF NOT.. U JOLLY WELL COME CLEAN WITH TRUTH.. THX....

2008-08-19T19:45:00.003+08:00

Starting from tomorrow.. i shall clear all thoughts..

Let me just EMO 1 last night.. and after i wake up..
I'm a brand new person..new thinking.. no need to pretend, no need to plastic..
No need to act bitchy and all to entertain people..
Just wanna be happy... Jus be around those people who truely appreciates me..
Be who i really am.. then if i still have these friends.. those are truely wad we call friends...

As for YOU.. i shall forget you once and for all.. you know who you are...

This is a promise.. a promise i made like dunno upteen times..
But.. now.. i put it here.. to remind me to DO IT..
Many a times i gave up trying.. Now its time for me to MOVE ON..
Since from wad i see, you are not the least affected by it..
You moved on pretty fast and well.. ( as expected from you anyway )

We are still friends of cos.. 4Ever FreNz..

I hope i will still be around as much as i can for you guys..
But, Everyone gotta leave at some point.. =D

Give and Take bahz ..

Cheers dudes.. seeya around!!

2008-08-18T11:00:00.002+08:00

Good Morning~~

Wah.. now slacking at office.. so Bored.. no phone calls.. Lazy to play games..
Can't sleep yesterday..
Thinking about stuff.. So Much had happen.. *faint..

Lets see... What are the things that have happen lately..
..............................................................................................................

Lets go by alphabet.. =D
======================

Baldovin : wOah~ Dota improve le.. not as *Gan Jiong Spider* as last time. Good Job~~ Getting more and more mature le bahx.. thats good.. but.. mature in terms of behavior.. not looks pls.. =D .. take care~~

Dhaslie : DhasLing~~ haha.. nothing much bahx.. still the same old DraTiNi.. but.. you gonna start working le.. >.< BORING!! haha... take care too =D

Fish : No Comments.. Getting more and more Ruthless in terms of DOTA.. HATE U!!! .. Take care too..

Henry : WooOT.. alot happen to this buddy here.. lol.. The... Emooo.... hahahahaa.. Nevermind.. shall give u this honour to blog this urself.. ahhaha.. take extra care ~~

Ivan : Nothing much bahx.. the usual Dota freak.. nice person.. learnt alot of Dota things from him.. hope he dun get too irritated by me.. sorry la~~ noob here >.<

Steve : Stevalicious ~~ haha.. go camp la!! Slush!! dun wan blog about u !! hahaa.. =P

Yawns.. i go find some things to do.. =D
Cya!!

2008-07-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

Woahh... Long time no blog le..

Wanted to blog the past few weeks..
but the lazy bug got me.. =D

Many times have happen recently..
Too much until i dunno when to start.. guess i'll start blogging le..
if not ah.. things get more and more.. hard to say le.. then lazy blog le.. hohoho !!
=D

2008-05-23T16:57:00.002+08:00

Quote: "I can't be your BoyFriend.... But that doesn't mean i don't Love You".

If I told you that this song was meant for you,

Would you believe me?

It might not sound as beautiful as other songs,

You may not know that love songs couldn't be written out,

If we didn't have the feeling of "Love".

But for you, sweetheart, it all came, easily.

You might have heard thousands of ballads,

Some may touch your heart,

though they meant nothing ever more...

But you'll know when you listen to this song, it was meant just for you.

You would know by heart what I meant,

And we would be there for each other.

Let the song play while we're walking on that path.

All I hear is just the voice of you and me.

We'll be together for so long.

As mentioned in the poetry.

That, where there is love, there is always hope.

Your love has lightened up my heart.

You are my destiny.

Love holds up many truths to look for.

And I have wasted my life time searching for them.

But not so long ago, I realized when i get close to you.

If my life is a rhythm,

you're the beautiful lyrics to this song that has touched my heart.
Let the song play while we're walking on that path.

All I hear is just the voice of you and me.

We'll be together for so long.
As mentioned in the poetry.

That, where there is love, there is always hope.

Your love has lightened up my heart.

You are my destiny.

We walk along the way, all I've heard is the voice of you and me.

We walk along the way together, all I've heard is the voice of you and me.

2008-05-08T10:20:00.002+08:00

I happen to surf the webby then saw this very nice post..
===>

"When I was born, I was black, "
"When I grew up, I was black, "
"When I'm sick, I'm black, "
"When I go in the sun, I'm black, "
"When I'm cold, I'm black, "
"When I die, I'll be black."

"But you, sir..."

"When you're born, you're pink, "
"When you grow up, you're white, "
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun, you turn red, "
"When you're cold, you turn blue, "
"And when you die, you'll turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

---- LOL ---

2008-03-10T16:23:00.003+08:00

Haiz... suddenly mood went very very low..

Got alot flashback.. dunno why.. am i dying ?
how i wish i can reincarnate and start all over..

i miss those times.... haiz...

huh ?? when ??

Err...

When i received this....

This Handphone accessory was given by my ex.. someone till now still very dearest to me.. see the ring ? its one of the most important thing to him.. but i lost it.. together with the chain.. Haiz... i still feel very very sad.. and lost when i think about my Ex... the amount of sadness i have is ... wa... is so zzz that i can't find words to describe... i guess its fated to be liddat so that i can deeply rememeber this lesson bah...

Signing Out... :'(

2008-03-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

DAMN IRRITATED!!!

Sian sia.. I LOST MY PHONE... yea.. for those who know me.. you guys must be thinking..
"yea... wads new..."

I was running an errand for my company.. then happily got down the bus...
Upon reaching Suntec Tower 3's Lift.. i realise... my Handphone.. STILL ON THE BUS !.

sian lo.. wanted to find a phone to call and terminate the line..
Run to Plaza Singapura's Starhub Center... Terminate the line..
As for the Sim Card Collection.. got to wait till Friday.. for my mum.. haiz..

Damn sad and angry.. went to PS arcade.. and trash 2 person on MIRA.. felt much better..
But the mood immediately turned bad... when i was owned by 1 of the Regular of MIRA...

Didn't felt good though.. so went home and rested abit..
Bloggin now.. haha... k la. i shouldn't skip the middle part..
I WENT TO BUGIS TO PLAY KOF !!!
this time with shude as my coach..

WoW... i realise that with focus.. i can play my mignon well.. hoho..
*CLAP CLAP* ...

COME AND CHALLENGE ME LO!!

haha.. omg.. such arrogance.. k la.. i go slp le. nite nite... =D

2008-03-05T12:16:00.008+08:00

LaUgH OuT LouD ... This Song By Fish Leong ...

思路

Suit This Fugitive Right !!!

Name : Mas Selamat bin Kastari
D.O.B : 23 January 1961
Nationality : Indonesian-born Singaporean
Escape from Prison in Indonesia : 3 Times

He is the Head of the Singapore's branch of militant group; Jemaah Islamiah (JI).
Singapore authorities discovered that he planned to crash seven bomb-filled trucks at various locations around city-state, and he had been on the run ever since.

In January 2006, Mas Selamat was arrested by Indonesian anti-terror squads in Java and deported to Singapore.
He was suspected of plotting to bomb Singapore Changi Airport in 2002, and further investigations confirmed that he had initially planned to do so by crashing a plane through the airport.

Let us dwell into his childhood....
===============================

He was born on 23 January 1961 in Kendal, Central Java.
He grew up in Kaki Bukit leading a typical kampong life.
Attended Kaki Bukit Primary School, and known as "Selamat" by neighbours and friends.
In the early 1980s, "Selamat" moved to a flat in Bedok Reservoir and married with 5 children.

Hmmmm.....Involvement with JI...
===============================

He was believed to begin his involvement in the 1990 when he joined Darul Islam, a precusor movement to the Jemaah Islamiah (JI) group.
By 1992, he had joined the Singapore JI cell and was sent to Afghanistan for training a year later. In 1998, he studied the Taleban system of government returned home 'deeply impressed'.

wHOooO... Kenna Arrest....
===================================

Mas Selamat had changed his identity, assuming the name of Edy Heriyanto and obtained an Indonesian passport.
He held possession of literature on making bombs and the virtue on suicide.
He was jailed for 18 months in 2003 for immigration offences.
He was however not handed over to Singapore upon his release, since Indonesia and Singapore do not yet have an extradition treaty.
During this period of imprisonment, he broke his left leg in a botched attempt to escape when he jumped from a high floor, resulting him walking in a permanent limp

His Escape in Singapore...
=====================

February 27, 20084.05pm Wednesday
Escaped from ISD's Whitley Road Detention Centre.
He was having his family visit in the meeting room.
Soon, he request to use the toilet, thats when he fled.

The Chase...
==================

Party consist of :
Singapore Police Force
Gurkha Contingent
Police Tactical Unit
PNSKIPU (Police NS Key Installation Protection Unit)
Singapore Guards

For 17 Hours, the search went but without success in locating the believed, unarmed fugitive.

He is still on the run... Beware~~

=D....

2008-01-10T12:58:00.000+08:00

2 shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun...

Like an assasin ... Who does it for fun..
2 deafening blows in a war that has just begun...

Life goes away... and i'm done...
2 Blue roses sitting on my coffin...

The wind blows, Leaving only one...

The world i know disappears...like the setting sun....

2008-01-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

Arlow Arlow~~
Jan 08~~ A new year.. A new Start.. NEW BLOG MUSIC!
New Love.. New Looks.. Whaha.. Everything New La..
Oh ya !! new Job Too..

Speaking abt this new job.. wa lau.. as expected from SG..
*I DUNNO* is a very frequently used words..
Customer can use I DUNNO and demand us to WAIVE all payment..
SIAO !! crazy.. i so free ah~~.. anyway.. now then i know.. WAIVING charges
alot things to do.. no wonder all the company dun like waiving charges..
must contact the TELCO and negotiate with them.. lol..
*AUNTIE HERE LAYMAN.. DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.. AUNTIE CANNOT READ
ENGLISH ALSO... SEE THE WORD FREE.. AUNTIE SIGN UP ALREADY.. NEVER READ
THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS ALSO *

my reply.. : *AUNTIE.. ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT U DUN UNDERSTAND
ENGLISH.. FOR THE FACT THAT U JUZ PRONOUNCED YOUR ENGLISH & THE
WORDS; TERMS AND CONDITION SO FLUENTLY.. AND U HAVE SAID.. U READ THE
WORD FREE.. SO WHICH IS WHICH.. U DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH OR U
GOT AMNESIA AFTER READING THE WORD FREE ?
I'm SORRY AUNTIE.. NO WAIVER WILL BE PROCESSED.. CHARGES MAINTAINED
CASE CLOSE
* and i hung up the PHone ...

HAHAHA..
THE BITCH AT WORK !! =P

2007-12-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

wa.. sooo long nvr blog le.. anyway..
nothing to blog so nvr blog lo..
alot of good things happen.. met and got to know new friends..
those whom i already know.. i got to know them better =D
aiyo,.. lazy blog lehx.. i hug deficient.. i go hug my boaster... =(
pls.. gimmi hug and kisses... u know who u are.. =D

2007-10-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

*taDah~~*
i'm back.. =P ... Do Eu~~ Miss Me Like I Miss Eu~~ haha... *vomit vomit*
lOl.. my actual written post was 30 Sept.. that stupid kizoku de Hse warming..

well.. been doing well this few days.. lots of good things happen..
haha.. wanna know ?? dun tell eu~~ =P..
no la.. but things are fine lor.. lol.. and to those who think i cannot surive
without clubbing~ whahaa.. U are WroNg~~~ been very long since i last club..
bzbz lor.. got many things to do in camp.. now doing Ops at Jurong island..
2 days work 2 days off.. shiok hor.. UR HEAD AH... burnt alot of my weekends liaoz..
hmm.. started my training plan a week liaoz.. jogging.. swimming.. all at night..
lol.. i dun like the sun.. moon suites me more.. night ma.. can jog.. can sing.. nobody care..
occasionally can catch chee ko peh cruise cruise de wor.. lol..
then can disturb them also.. sashay abit.. let them interested.. then jog until disappear.. lol..

anyway.. yep.. hope i have alot of fun things happening.. so that i can keep updating..
if not very sian wan lehx.. fun things as in those i can write de la..
some private things.. =x.. cannot say de.. *slurp.. wanna know ?
call me lor.. i MIGHT consider telling u .. wahaaha.

lots of things i wanna try be4 then end of this year.. going to ORD soon le..
time to rely on myself once again.. get a good partner and..
HOPE TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER BAH..
meanwhile.. enjoy myself lo.. dun care wad pple say bahx.. =D
*gtg pract singing le.. need lots of hard work.. cos no talent.. haha... bb~~

2007-10-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
....The start of something new.....

2007-09-30T02:28:00.000+08:00

WoOoOoOo..

so long nvr write blog le.. now write lo..

hmmm.... here i go~~

(psst.. anyway.. me now at Kizoku de house gathering lo )

Haa.. so bored here..
He invited us ( Jeremy, Salli, WeiWei, Jojo, Jason, Raine & Ray )
over for house warming lo.. ( psst.. buy hse so long liao.. now then warm.. )
haha... no la.. becos that time after their preparation.. its 7th month le ma..
so.. not very auspicious to hold party.. haha.. thats why now then open..
alot people lo.. ( psst.. all we dunno de.. his family members lor.. )
i came the last.. salli and gang all reach le lor..
we sang KTV, eat & laugh our heads off for most of the night..
then they played MJ when raine and ray came over..
( Psst.. u gonna ask why i nvr play right ? )
i am trying to stop myself from being a compulsive gambler lo..
haha.. must be a good boy.. if not.. how to attract good partner ?
=X anyway.. yea.. its for my own good lor..

the few months.. alot things happen.. but.. i summerize these few months as
very very sad month.. alot things happen.. and.. sadly.. AGAIN..
its ard my birthday months...
start to wonder.. do i get *pms* during these times ???
why all things go wrong de. *humpf.

hmm.. oh.. quite happy though.. this month recieve alot of
pvt msgs from trevvy.. usually dun hav de.. all seeking sex only.
well.. seems nice people... so i did reply afew.. ( psst.. usually i dun reply at all !! )

argh.. other than that.. NOTHING happy happened lor..
haiz..
suddenly think about things that happen.. i no mood write le.. humpf..
write some other time bahx. see ya.. =)

2007-08-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

check out my recording..

2007-07-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today off day lehx.. so bored..
everyone else is in camp..

I wonder will this be the life i'm slowly walking to..
Nevertheles.. ORD LOH... hahahahha..

Yea..~~ my skills in Auditions Online improved le!!
i can do much better can react much faster too!!
yea~~ sho happy.. but wad put off by the fact that..
STUPID WINDOWS VISTA STILL CANNOT PLAY AUDITION!!!!

hmm.. now already looking ard for jobs lor..
Dec OrD.. need to preprep to work le lor..
then got money.. thus i can get things i've always wanted..
live more happier.. well..

a wish that everybody yearns for..

get settled down with someone who u love and loves u..

i'm still holding on the hope.. =)

"whoever i miss.. once loved.. is all in the past.."
"all i hope now is.. be a better person.. for myself.."
"so that i will feel proud.. so will you.."

hmmm.. hey guys!! another extreme makeover comming up!!
watch out!! .. xiao david is in DA HOUSE!!

hahaha... signing out~
bB~

2007-07-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. suddenly thought of something...
maybe this is wad i want !!
check this out!!!

I am hoping to find.. someone who..

-== I CAN ==-

Whisper to..
Walk in the rain with..
Have him Hold my hand..
Hug and fall asleep in his arms....
Spend every second possible together..
Kiss... *muackz..

=====================

Thats not too much to ask for rite ?? :'(

2007-07-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

YAWNzZzZz...

Another boring day at camp.. lol.. usual la.. abt 100++
working days till.. ORD LO!!
oh ya.. i share something with u guys !!

I was told that "SHE" still brooding over wadever that
has happen.. and can't accept the fact that she is
helpless.. and still continue to sprout nonsense to
people.. lol.. wad nonsense ?? the same one lor..
that i sleep with her BF.. lol.. omg.. the
thought of this event.. i wanna laugh le..
its the most ridiculous thing i've heard...

I'll Tell You Guys Again..

Yea.. there was a point of time.. we were very close..
or so i thought.. so i told her practically everything..
then she intro me to know this guy she likes..
B*****Y.. yep.. then we usually go out together..
but there are many times that she complain to me
about how sucky this guy is.. attitude.. etc..
all the bad things she say.. i've seriously
never heard her complimenting him.. AT ALL...

I mean.. WTF... if u really dun like THAT person that much
.. dun ask him out again lor.. u dislike yet u wan..
MAKE UP UR MIND !!..

anyway.. i went to ask B*****Y.. wad is the relationship
between Him and Her... he told me many many times..
NOTHING.. Juz FriEndz.. later when i read his blog..
and got to know him better.. then i found that.. he
really isn't THAT bad as SHE describe and told me..
from his blog.. i also got to know that.. he still
can't get over his Ex.. currently.. not attached..
( SO!! SINCE WHEN HE IS HER BF.. )

OK.. LOOK AT IT THIS WAY..
IF HE LIED TO ME.. THAT THEY WERE ATTACHED THAT MOMENT.
WAD HE GAIN ?? NOTHING.. NO SEX INVOLVED..
NO POINT LYING TO ME.. BUT.. DURING THIS PERIOD WHEN
SHE "CLAIMS" SHE IS ATTACHED.. SHE STILL WENT ARD
HAVING SEX WITH PEOPLE.. SO.. WHO IS THE SLUT HERE ??

IF YOU ARE HER FRIEND.. ASK HER READ THIS PART..
OR DRAG HER TO CONFRONT THAT GUY SHE CLAIMS ITS HER BF..
COS SHE DUN DARE TO !!! I WONDER WHY... SCARED PICHA LOBANG?
SCARED PEOPLE SEE THRU YOUR LIES ?
GO CONFRONT HIM LA.. WAD? HUM CHEE AH?
DARE TO GO AROUND SPREAD NONSENSE.. DUN DARE FIND OUT TRUTH..
PLS LA.. YOU SO OLD LIAO.. STILL LIKE SMALL KID..
SPREAD RUMORS ALL OVER.. NO POINT LA.. IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME..

DUN EXPECT ME TO LOOK FOR YOU AND CLARIFY WITH YOU..
I DID NO WRONG.. SO I WUN FEEL ANYTHING..
GO AHEAD SAY WAD YOU THINK WILL MAKE YOU FEEL HAPPY..
GAIN ALL THE SYMPATHY YOU CAN GET...

OH YA.. SHE STILL SAY WAN TO BEAT ME WHEN
I WAS IN MAXWELL THAT DAY.. EH.. SCARED I TELL PEOPLE
THE TRUTH ? WANNA SILENCE ME AH ?

HAIZ... I FEEL SAD FOR YOU.. WHY MAKEUP STORIES..
I WUN BOTHER REACTING TO YOUR SHIT LA..
TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING.. I'M JUZ WAITING..

=D .. PEACE!!

2007-06-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

wOoo.. Watched MadTv's Ms Swan And Vancome Lady
for the whole morning.. then followed by meeting
Calvin and Tim for dinner which in the end..
I Ended up eating Honey Dew Sago...
Cos not hungry lor.. ate too much finger food earlier on..
After they finish their dinner.. we went walking ard lor..
Stopped at TopMan.. Went in.. and i made my
*Next Pay Resolution*
I gonna go for another round of extreme make-over myself..
Like last time when i transform from a nerdy.. to now..
hmm.. hope can Electocute more people.. =X haha.. jkjk..
after a short while.. i left them to meet Venga..
went for Dinner with him.. at Kopitiam Opposite of Cine..
after that.. wanted to catch a movie.. but.. nothing much to see..
so decided to go home.. cos i see Venga looks darn tired after
his long day in the office..
hmm.. dun like to see people look tired.. will heart pain. =(
so i pei Venga to wait for bus home lor..
after he boarded the bus.. i was waiting for my bus..
THEN.. i realise.. the bus that i skipped so as to pei
Venga.. was my last bus.. hahaha.. bo pian lor..
must 250 later.. since thats the case.. i go buy my fav
CRANBERRY JUICE and some TAO KAY NOI seeweed for munch on..
when i was abt to leave.. Calvin came into the 7-11..
cos he juz finish Gymming at California Fitness @ Cine Area..
( Damn.. he look damn cute with that specs. i must really say again.. )
( Damn Cute!! )
well.. he walk me to the taxi queue be4 leaving to meet his friend
who he gymmed with and drives.. we parted.. and here am i home..
so Bored.. but gotta slp .. tml got camp..

yawnx.. nite nite.

*I LOVE U STILL ~~ NO CHANGE.. *
*Let natures Takes It Course..*
*Dun Rush .. Slowly lor..*

2007-06-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Shag ah .. lol..
Stupid 4 days outfield.. zzz.. damn shag lor..
Camo the stupid 5 Ton.. climb here climb there .. body aching le lor..

haiz.. stress...

================================================

hmm.. after reading ur blog that day.. that question keep
running thru my mind.. still.. i can't find the answer..
i think the choice you make..
is the best bahx.. you should choose wads best for u..
someone who is not stable.. younger than u..
someone who MAY not be able to satisfy u due to preference..
all these might affect how u and him will end up in the end..
i respect all ur decision and support them to..
but.. if there is any change of decision..
be sure to let me know.. so i can be updated
abt how things are going.. =D

this song is dedicated to u..

Sam Lee - Zui Jin...

2007-06-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

sian ah .. dunno wad to do.. Stupid Tan B.H.
dun think i'll help u ever again lor..
when u need help.. i help u.. when u sell duty.. urgent..
i help u pay.. u promise to return on fri that week..
but ended up.. promise to pay me on Pay Day..
sms u on Pay Day Night. u also nvr do it..
now how long liaoz.. going 1 mth le.. i have been suffering
after i helped u .. NOW I REGRET AH..
gif u face dun wan talk abt it in camp when i see u..
u also dunno how to be *automatic* abit.. cb..
dun ever think i'll help u again..
dun think u can run away lor.. we ORD SAME DATE HOR!!! ... hahaa..

2007-06-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

WoW... Yesterday went to St. James with Vynz & Dalton..
We had Burger King in ViVo City before we headed over to St James Lor..
It was Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Fun lor..
many people were there.. people like..

Chanel, Harper, Juzzy, Melvin, Alvinkino,
Big Gary, Mouse, Calvin, Jason & Etc..

So long nvr go St James le..
So Fun.. So Many Hugs and Kisses..
*mUacKz everybody ~~

haiz.. friends are always better than anybody.. better than family..
i love my friends.. & and i love u too .. if u know who u r..
Xp..

2007-06-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

..... Ah Mei's .....
..Quote Of The Day...

心痛比快乐更真实

2007-06-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

argh~~ .. got SOOOO drunk first time in my life..
not yesterday... but last thursday..
was so badly hung overed.. yesterday.. didn't went out..
Fever .. Nausea.. omg.. damn ill lor..

This morning wake up also abit liddat..
but now feelin better le.. thanks for all the concerns..
=D

now.. i gotta get myself a phone..
cos i misplace my phone!!!!
=(

i swear nvr to get SOOOO drunk le bahx..
=( sorry~~

2007-06-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY FAMILY TO THE CORE!!!!!
WHY ARE THEY ALL AGAINST ME!! IF U HATE ME SO MUCH!! DUN ASK ME DO THINGS!!!

There are only 2 pple i cried for.. My Ex.. My Family..
Those are all tears of disappointment.. to the core..

I can't believe it.. this is ridiculous..
My Brother can juz start any freakin topic.. and can relate to me..
and can juz wanna BEAT me for any reason..
Wadever the quarrel is/was.. my mother will sure ask me to shuddap..
where as my brother can keep KPKPKPKPKPKPKPKP until he happy..
sometimes.. the more he kPKPKPKPKP .. the more i kenna beat..
i'm really tired of this family.. seriously.. how many freakin times
must i endure this kinda torture..

in this family.. the feelin i get is..
I'm NOBODY's SON..
IF there is 3 legal path.. all 3 reach the SAME destination..
if my brother chose path 1.. my mom will say that he chose the RIGHT path..
where as Path 2 and Path 3 is the WRONG path.. even after i prove them wrong..
i'll get scolded and beaten up.. WAD IS THIS!!!!...

i had enuff.. as soon as i can move out.. i will move out..
I SWEAR... i cannot stand this home anymore..

If u are reading this.. ( you know who u are )

I listen to you... be good staying at home..
becos u dun like me staying outside..
but.. if you really bear to see me suffer at home..
i think u dun really love me at all..
i dun need your full attention.. i juz need u to understand me..
since u can't, won't, or dun bother.. its okie.. we're fine this way..

To WhoEver who cannot stand my Freakin Attitude..
who cannot understand me..
who cannot take the fact that i always stay outside..

2 words..

FARK OFF...

i had enuff of pple telling me all the things abt home..
i hate it.. FULL STOP~!

2007-06-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

Wee.. been a few days since i got my DS Lite..
Been quite busy too...
Enjoying life.. Going out with friends..
trying to keep myself busy till i ORD..

7th Dec 2006 !!!! ORD LOH ~~ ...

Been Playing with my DS.. inside also got mp3 and pictures..
pictures of .. pple.. =X cannot tell u who la~~
=P

hmm. going club tonight bahx..
see how lor.. =D ..

Post ORD resolution..
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Slim down abit more ( too hunky .. + short = ugly )
aiya.. basically.. another extreme Makeover la.. to look better..
=D

Gambatte~~

2007-05-28T03:37:00.000+08:00

oOoOoOo I Lost My Wallet Again oOoOoOo

haiz.. sad story lor.. i fell asleep on the bus 165 on sat..
when i woke up.. i was at the bus stop outside my camp..
so.. out of panic.. i ran and alighted the bus...
happy looking at my 11b Cliped on my shirt.. walk passed the
Guardroom.. then go in camp for duty le... stay in..
Sun morning.. when i as abt to go home.. i realise.. i can't find my wallet..
which i rememebered putting into my bag be4 i fell asleep...
i guess.. it dropped on the bus le..
haiz.. sad..

good thing..
never lose 11B / Camp Pass..
bad thing..
i lost the rest..

haiz~~

2007-05-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Wah.. damn bored..
wad a bored Fri Night.. haha.. hmm.. maybe tml go down Bianco..
see show.. =D
see C***** dance .. ahhaha..
hmm.. later going out lor.. Taboo.. or Tantric bahx..
so Bored mahx..
Tml still got NDP rehersal.. EARLY MORNING!! omg.. sian lor..
hmm.. tml i will change Bg music le.. this song due to my mood today.. very frustrating.. haha.. *humpf.. seeya guys again!~~

2007-05-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

Wa.. so bored lehx today.. NObody was in camp today.. after the Detail from camp to ITI ( tanjong gul camp [ TUAS ] ) .. after that.. basically.. slacked the whole day... dotz rite.. haha.. tml also will hab the same thing.. BUT.. worst.. tml .. i ON duTY... haiz.. STAY IN~!.. sad.. *humpf.. basically.. now doing nothing lor..
...
hmm .. a brief recap and some Ranting from me.. lol>..
here goes..

Saturday >>
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On Saturday.. i went to meet Jeremy + Salli + DeYuan for a wonderful KTV session..
we sang alot songs.. and i'm trying to overcome my MIC phobia..lol.. anyway. after that .. went LAN SHOP with a big grp of friends.. mainly Sadness and Ray..
then me and Harper went to Tantric to grab a drink be4 we went to TABOO..
went in .. saw Xavier & Ben.. so was dancing happily there.. until i saw HER..
lol.. anyway.. after clubbing.. i went to Maxwell market with Harper to grab a drink.. shortly.. Harper went back first.. i stayed at that area.. cos i was rather HIGH from the Bluespin(s) i've drank.. was looking at AhBang , Jasper & Joe playing card games.. suddenly.. G*** walked over and called for me.. since i was rather close with him for a period of time.. i went over lo =D.. He told me something that i cannot stop laughing.. He said SHE ( refering the SOMEONE ) ask me to leave MAXWELL MARKET NOW.. lol.. i was like.. *DotZ ? who is SHE to ask me to leave MAXWELL.. later G*** added that SHE say she, see me.. wan beat me.. *BANG BANG BANG*
3 SUPER big *DOTZ came into my mind.. LOL.. MY Parents also nvr BEAT me.. SHE ? wan BEAT ME?? WAHhahahahAHH.. biggest joke.. anyway.. i didn't leave.. i stayed ard until my friend was ready to leave then we took cab home.. lol..
ya.. basically.. its liddat la.. the rest .. i dun rememebr liaoz.. was too shagged.. and HIGH.. haha.. anyway.. here is something i expected..
here goes..

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since i left the market.. I BET 80% .. she will tell her friends on the table.. that i'm scared of HER.. etc.. well here is it..

I'm Not Afraid Of You OKAY!!
say wad u wan to everyone u know la..
you may go ahead tell pple who know me.. all the lies and assumptions u made..
Ya.. go ahead.. it doesn't affect me.. when pple asked me why i nvr hang out with u.. all i said was.. we had a tiff.. you was the one who CLAIMS I STOLE UR (IMAGINARY) BF..
[ i said IMAGINARY becos.. SHE DOESN'T HAVE ONE.. dun get me? ]
[ The guy SHE claimed HER BF.. ( the one SHE say i STOLE la ) ]
[ Deny to be HER BF.. haha.. SAD rite.. ]

hahaha.. anyway.. dun bother la.. i not scared of her also ..
=P.. yawnz.. i very tired.. i go slp.. anything.. i'll update again lor..
anyway!! I LOVE MY BLOG~~

2007-05-12T20:52:00.001+08:00

After many people askin about am I nowadays.. I've finally decide to start blogging regularing ( AGAIN ).. haha.. well.. to kick start everything.. i change the blog skin once again.. this time.. more colourful.. hmm.. must kick away the old dull sad sad feeling ma.. =D.. not been active in the AJ circle for abt 2 months le.. recent visit is very refreshing.. lol.. well.. knew a few new friends while clubbing.. quite nice people la.. hmm.. nothing much happening la..

Actually got la.. but not worth bring it up.. NOT MY FAULT..
If YOU ( that person ) is reading this blog..
Here goes...

Say wadever you wan.. i'm not the least bothered.. dun portrait like you are the victim.. cos there wasn't anybody as the victim in this SHIT until people ask you why.. and u gladly say the twisted fact; I had something with your BF..
ANYWAY.. He claims he is not your BF..
( So.. it means.. IF i really had anything with him.. ( WHICH It DIDn't )
(Also doesn't give u a reason to be angry.. ThinK la.. DoTz.. )
... before planning to do any useless SHIT on me.. clarify it out with him.. before I make it hard for you to "Pack Up"... =D

( er.. i not really that fierce de la.. i'm an ANGEL =D )